There are days when I feel a certain amount of unrest and its always due to the same thing, Im having a hard time trusting. Im just never quite sure whats set it off. My Master is a good man. Hes a strong man and hes wise and he takes good care of me. So why should I have a hard time trusting him? Im not any different than most girls, Ive had relationships that didnt work out and I ened up getting hurt, could it be that those relationships have made it difficult for me to trust in my Master. I feel like I read things into how he responds to me and start thinking that hes pulling away when its probably not true. I have a horrible time being patient too and right now Im having to wait on a lot of things and his quiet calm is making me feel unsettled.